Because of the life of Jesus in history and the revelation of God in the New Testament, we are in a blessed age. Matthew 13:17, "many prophets and righteous people longed to see the things you see but didn’t see them, to hear the things you hear but didn’t hear them."
Lots of options to give your allegiance and affections, we need to be deliberate not passive in choosing. Psalms 20:7 Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.
Take a look at the kind of impact you're having, like what you see? Matthew 12:33 “Either make the tree good and its fruit will be good, or make the tree bad and its fruit will be bad; for a tree is known by its fruit."